Don`t let it end.....

saigo no kisu wa (the last kiss)
tabako no flavor ga shita (tasted like tobacco)
nigakute setsunai kaori (a bitter and sad smell)

ashita no imagoro ni wa (tomorrow, at this time)
anata wa doko ni iru n' darou (where will you be?)
dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou (who will you be thinking about?)

you are always gonna be my love
itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo (even if i fall in love with someone once again)
i'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
ima wa mada kanashii love song (it's still a sad song)
atarashii uta utaeru made (until i can sing a new song)

tachidomaru jikan ga (the paused time is)
ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru (about to start moving)
wasuretaku nai koto bakari (there's many things that i don't want to forget about)

ashita no imagoro ni wa (tomorrow, at this time)
watashi wa kitto naite 'ru (i will probably be crying)
anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou (i will probably be thinking about you)

you will always be inside my heart
itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara (you will always have your own place)
i hope that i have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
ima wa mada kanashii love song (it's still a sad song)
atarashii uta utaeru made (until i can sing a new song)

you are always gonna be my love
itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo (even if i fall in love with someone once again)
i'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
mada kanashii love song (it's still a sad song)
now and forever..

i dream of this wedding ring....

Hmm....bahagia hari ini, ketemu my love hehehe...actually we're going to celebrate his birthday but confuse how to spend it, terlalu kangen buat mikirin ngerayain ultah dimana....
SHORT TALK : (by phone)
uik : mas naek pesawat yg jam berapa?
mas : jam 6 pagi
uik : HAH!! pagi bener...waduh gak bisa jemput neh mas, tes BNI nya jam 8 sampe jam 10, mas lgsg ke tempat biasa aja yah! gpp kan, ntar abis tes aku ke kantor bentar biar org kantor ga curiga trus baru nyamperin mas..yah..jam 1 an lah, okay?
mas : iya deh...jangan lama2 yah! dah kangen..
uik : me too honey, wait for me..mas baik2 yah disana....
....my imagination....

too tired to update my blog....phiew....

Happy b'day to me..happy b'day to me..happy b'day..happy b'day..happy b'day to me.....hehehehe it's quarter of century already
Wish upon a star...May Allah bless me in every step i take and decission i make right now and next year forward....amin

Here some b'day wishes from my beloved parents, boyfriend, friends and relatives...
00:00:36
Arif-Jgj
Met Ultah Yo! Smoga tambah sgalanya…Good Luck!
(hei…still remember my birthday? Thanks…)

00:07:24
Lek Lut
Mat Ultah smg pjg umur, mrh rizki,kalau dia pilihan Allah untukmu moga manfaat dunia akhirat…amin
(amin…makasih lek lut mohon do'a+restunya)

around 04:00:00
"Mas" (by phone)
Happy birthday....bla bla bla (censored hehehe)

04:23:09
"Mas"
Ade'…I Love u!
(Love u too honey…hug and kiss)

around 04:30:00
Mom (on my bed)
Selamat Ulang tahun mmuuah..muaah...birthday kiss
(thanks mom...i owe u a lot and i can't pay it back, u r my everything)

05:03:28
Ima
HAPPY B'DAY ya ci, semoga panjang umur, slalu dlm lindungan ALLAH,sukses selalu n cepet married :…AMIN, eh traktirannya kapan neng? He..he
(Married? Hmm…udah waktunya yah? thanks anyway...kmu juga kapan merit nya? hihihi)

05:18:19
Etik
Selamat Pagi, akhirnya datang jga pagi ini, genap 25th, Happy B'day ya!
(Thanks! It's nice to have such a great friend like you..best wishes for you always, eh thanks for birthday cake yah...even it's too early- she gave me birthday cake one day before the D day- )

05:39:06
Ayah
Slmt ulang tahun kami ucapkan, slmt pjng umur kt kan doakan, slmt sjtr sht sentosa, slmt pjng umur dan bahagia
(sambil nyanyi Yah? Padahal Ayah di kamar sebelah kok ya ngirim sms hehehe…)

06:04:31
Vivin
Huayo yg lagi ultah…wik senengnya..Happy birthday ya mbak uik.semoga tbh dewasa.tbh cakep.tbh sayang ma ortu ma mas.smoga all u wish 4 may come true.slm dr adek
(tengkyu jeng….thanks for being my very great friend, slam balik buat adek yah, thanks)

06:37:34
Oomori san (by email)
Dear SUCI. Tanjyoubi Omedetou. Ima JAPAN desu. Tangar 17 Kunbari. Mata Renrakusimasu
(thanks Boss-actually he's my ex Boss, japanesse with indonesian heart- thanks for remember my b'day, bahasa indonesia nya masih kacau....Benkyoushimasyo! kalau balik ke indonesia jangan lupa omiyage hehehe)

08:08:32
Buyung
Happy B'day mbak Suci..! smg panjang umur, sehat selalu, tercapai cita n cintanya, + ayu, murah rjki n yg paling penting aku kbagian rjknya he..selamat ya :
(Amin…makasih Yung! Masih inget ultahku…you such a nice friend too…)

08:18:44
Reea
Happy b'day 2 u, Happy b'day 2 u, happy b'day dear Suci..Happy b'day 2 u..:D may ur life fill w/ joy n happiness :) -hug hug-
(hip hip hurray…thanks hun…long time not see but u still remember my birthday…a bucket of hug I'll sent to you)

09:24:19
Leni
Epi betde tu yu…3x. moga cepet dpt apa yg dihrp&cita2kan, pjg umur ya..
(kok jadi cedal Len? Hehe..thanks jeng…amin…)

10:19:06
Lek Piping
Met Ultah semoga panjang umur cehat2 sll serta rukun2 ama mas Adi
(Amin..makasih Lek piping..mohon doa+restunya)

10:21:22
Hendro
Happybirthday..happybirthday..happybirthday..to you..slmat ultah,moga harapan n impian kan slalu t'wujud, moga rahmat hidayah inayahNya slalu b'samamu amien..
(makasih banget..doanya lengkap eui kyk da'i hehehe…berlaku juga buat kamu kok..)

around 10:30:00
Fian a.k.a Endok (by phone)
Hallo..uik? happy b'day yah....
(makasih Ndok....long time not see right? miss u, miss ur cheek, miss to punch it..hiiii...gemessss!)

around 17:00:00
Bro! (by YM)
Happy birthday dear sister....
(thanks bro! he write "adikku yang cantique ultah hari ini" as his status)

around 17:15:00
Dito (by YM)
Happy b'day....
(thanks....hope u just fine)

around 17:17:00
Yanuar (by YM)
Selamat Ultah yg ke 25 bla bla bla
(sorry lupa kmu tadi ngomong apa, anyway thanks for remember my b'day, best wishes for you too)

17:37:00
Dhenok (by phone)
Happy Birthday ik....semoga tercapai keinginanmu...semoga ndang budhal....
(sorry that's what i hear...suaranya putus2 seh...sinyal disini jelek yak...btw thanks a lot, u such a great friend too dear....karepku yo ndang budhal tapi piye carane budhal? numpak opo? hehehe)

Uik cuma bisa bilang MAKASIH buat semua birthday wishes nya....wishes nya berlaku juga buat kalian kok...best wishes from me, thanks for accompany me through this UPs and DOWN of my life...

Hello again, fellows! Dah lama banget gak blogging oi…
Uik abis atit neh, gila man! Seminggu check in di Lavalette…kata dokter seh asam lambung naik gara2 telat makan plus stress, biasalah penyakitnya orang sibuk hehe (ato sok sibuk?!). Gilanya lagi baru sehari ngamar eh my lovely mobile phone DIAMBIL ORANG alias DICURI!!!! NJIRRR!!!!! udah sakit hape ilang pula! huh! gimana ga bete banget, padahal di rumah sakit gitu loh...Yah...tapi untung deh malingnya ga nyekik padahal waktu itu aku sadar dan sempet nguber plus tereak2 plus nenteng infus! kebayang ga seh...semoga tidak terjadi pada kalian....
Well....just to inform you about my condition..Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah the Great. thanks buat support dan doa from all of my friends and relatives, suci sekarang gemuk lagi hehehe...last but not least thanks banget buat my MAN (i call him "Mas") atas kesabaran, pengertian dan kasih sayangnya (Love you more...)
Sehat itu karunia yang amat indah, karena itu JAGALAH!!!

Phew....i'm so tired today, ga tau kenapa ya...capek badan, capek pikiran...KRAM OTAK!!!! yang kena imbas malah my Man, i'm so sorry hun...don't mean to disappoint you like this, MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!

Hei, my Boss already gave me sallary, my first sallary in my new office...lumayan buat idup di Malang, yang pasti gak perlu bayar uit kost hikikikik abis masih numpang seh ma ortu...

July....Sapa aja yah yang ultah??
# Fian a.k.a Endok (July 15) -- Kenapa "endok"? soalnya badan dia bulet kayak telur hehehe tapi dia temen yang asik, baek hati, ramah tamah, dan tidak sombong. Hei you will 25!! quarter of century!! dah tua Ndok!! kelarin tuh kuliah !! hikikikikikik
# Fikar (July 19) -- My eeny meeny tiny winy cutie nephew, Setahun loh!!!
# Dad (July 21)

Yang laen? ada beberapa seh tapi lupa, sorry!! ntar deh klo dah inget, okay?

Some hair do...ga tau tiba tiba pengen ganti penampilan so here i am with my new hair style...kata temen2 seh lebih girly hihihi...new look means new view of life, hopefully...

have i told u about my nephew yet? here are two cute picture of him...love you so much!

Lama gak blogging....benernya banyak seh yang pengen ditulis disini.....barusan dapat berita dr temen kerja di kantor yg dulu....i think it's all mess up with the system there...makin kacau...poor you guys, i wish u got new better job a.s.a.p
Malang rameeeeeeee banget....dari mulai kampanye capres/cawapres, Tour Harley davidson (they were so cool), campus expo, cafe2 rame, tempat nongkrong penuh.....too busy too enjoy it, i hope this weekend i can spend it happily
SURPRISE ENOUGH..ternyata di malang banyak juga blogger2, ato aku yg kuper yah.....maybe it nice if we gathering sometime...jadi pengen kumpul2 ama mereka, but how???
What i HAVE TO DO this week :
FINISHED my Proposal.....that's it!!
Well enough for today, binun mo ngomong apa lagi.....bubbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

4 days in my new office...let say some kind of confuse cause i have to start it from null, everything is totally new and different from the past but it's quite interesting, harus sabar kali yeeeeeeee......
Besok ada acara makan2 neh kayaknya, one of my coworker want to treat us....as welcome party (i think hihihi)..well i hope it's gonna be a great lunch...
Hei i don't telling you about my nephew yet, right? his name is M. Zulfikar Laksamala Raya we called him "Fikar", "Endut", "Fikar Louhan", "Gembrot" and so on....uuhhhh...he's so cute...the most cute lil baby boy i ever met. Have 13 kg of weight in he's age (10 months) doesn't mean that he gain overweight? but he still cutie and cutie and cutie...oh my cutie pie....anyway he and his Bunda and Ayah spend holiday here in malang for 4 days....well i'd like to spend much time for him and my mom too (Fikar called me 'auntie' and called my mom 'utie')..how nice...well i gtg now..my Fikar waitin' for me at home....

Hari terakhir jadi pengangguran....start in 1st june i'll work in new office...seminggu full libur! ga kerja! rasanya wuih....seneng bener.....lumayan lah buat refreshing, tapi besok dah mulai kerja lagi deh....rutinitas from 8 to 5....yah semoga lancar aja deh....
Eh bad and good news about JAMSOSTEK. Bad news nya JAMSOSTEK gak bisa diambil sebelum 5 TAON keanggotaan!!! good news nya tuh duit ga bakal ilang tp tetep disimpen jd semacam tabungan geto.....HAH?? harus nunggu 5 taon?? sabar..sabar...sabar...
SKRIPSI. become scary word for me...gimana enggak? bahan belom siap eh dah disuruh ngajuin proposal judul...hhh....we'll see deh....wish me luck, k?

well enough for today...i have to find new shoes for tomorrow's 1st day workin'...believe it or not i don't have any 'girly shoes' hehehe..for those who knew me u must be smile after u read this! Tomorrow i'll be a WOMAN...puas???

Maybe it will take sooo looonnggg i can`t tinkering with my blog...hmm....i will go to internet cafe sometime just in my spare time ofcourse, i bet it will be my very busy day in this whole month (or year maybe...)

Finally....Today i take my last picture with my co-workers.....
What I should do for next one week are :
# Prepare my stuff and going back to my hometown
# Ngurus JAMSOSTEK...gak ngira dpt segitu, mayan byk seh...lumayan lah buat tambahan
# Bikin Proposal Judul for my last Final Project
# Nyelesaiin urusan administrasi both at old office and the new one
# Last but not least..having fun with my Man offcourse (",)

Should i be happy or sad? Happy karena bisa bebas dari "ROMUSHA" and back to my Hometown, Sad because i have to leave my beloved friend and Co-Workers.....

"I Feared Success Until I Realized That I Had To Try In Order To Be Happy With Myself"

p.s : Jangan biarkan api itu padam....Bye All....

Today is my last day workin` in this Japanesse Comp. Well, my Bos gave me a cute `red stone` ring (i really keen on this ring), a wonderful book (all about japanesse house), sha-pu pensiru (benkyoshimasu!)....he`s such a nice guy i think....hmm....i have to prepare some `sayonara` word this morning....at least i have one week holiday until the day when i get in the new office next first of June......KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK YOU ALL!!!

Well... everything`s gonna be alright....
May 18, 2004 i decide to get resign from my office.....Banyak alasan yang membuatku mengambil keputusan ini dan semoga apa yang aku lakukan tepat.
Confuse? Hmm....actually i like this kind of job....tinkering with computer, home design, japanesse thing...but i think the wrong one is about the MANAGEMENT SYSTEM, so what can i do? i just an employee....yah gitulah kalo kerja ikut jepang ROMUSHA..ROMUSHA...dan ROMUSHA....hhhh.....tsukareta. Mungkin hal yang paling berat ninggalin tempat ini adalah my workin` pals, mereka asik ya meski gak semua seh tapi bisa ditolerir lah. It`s hard to say but sorry guys i have to go...thanks for everything we do in this whole 2 and half years...hey it`s not the end of the day right? we still can meet each other sometime.....Gambatte kudasai!!

BACK to my hometown, get the new job there and finish my Final project A.S.A.P .....sounds so nice...hopefully it`s not just the sound but the reality. MALANG Akuu puullaaangggg....................

i dedicate this to :
Oomori San, P`Ram, M`ana, Feris
Ippan Team (Tensan incld TOA) : Marika, Yani, Maxy, Andi, Rika_chan, Wien, Rida, Untung, Ipul, Mumud, Sukron, Checa, Cemil, Uni, Maria, Neny, Sensei, Alchis, Trias, Syarif, Kuncup, HNK, Nanda, Myke, Enny, Susan, Farida, Danial, Ari, Sidik, Untari, Wulan, Agus, Joni, Wiwin, Wahyu....it`s nice to work with you all guys...
Panel Team
Sumitomo kozou
Mitsui Team
Otsukare samadeshita.....Arigato gozaimasu.....Sayonara......

KOKORONO TOMO

ANATA KARA KURUSHIMI O UBAETA SONO TOKI
WATASHI NIMO IKITEYUKU YUUKI NGA WAITE KURU
ANATA TO DEAU MADE WA KODOKU NA SASURAI-BITO
SONO TE NO NUKUMORI O KANJI SASETE

AI WA ITSUMO RARABAI
TABI NI TSUKARETA TOKI
TADA KOKORO NO TOMO TO
WATASHI O YONDE

SHINJIAU KOTO SAE DOKOKA NI WASURETE
HITO WA NAZE SU'NGITA HI NO SHIAWASE OIKAKERU
SHISUKA NI MABUTA TOJITE KOKORO NO DOA O HIRAKI
WATASHI O TSUKANDARA NAMIDA HUITE

AI WA ITSUMO RARABAI
ANATA NGA YOWAI TOKI
TADA KOKORO NO TOMO TO
WATASHI O YONDE

AI WA ITSUMO RARABAI
TABI NI TSUKARETA TOKI
TADA KOKORO NO TOMO TO
WATASHI O YONDE

It`s been soooo loong i didn`t write any stories in my blog...Benernya banyak banget yang mau aku ceritain dari mulai long holiday dari tanggal 1 sampe 4 Mei kemaren sampe cerita about ME and My fellows in this whole April and May..hhhh...binun harus mulai dari mana...mungkin another if i have more spare time to write...yang jelas akhir2 bulan ini sibuuukkkk banget...that`s all (ps : i can`t use Internet at my office now, damn!)

WE ARE MOVING...



Foto sejenak ama temen2 kantor, ada jepang dudul juga tuh tiduran di bawah....
Me? the one in the white circle.....hmmm....sometime i miss my old office...

Urayamashii desu ne....

AREMANIA-AREMANITA





Why AREMANITA? (AREMANIA cewek-red).....all because i live, grow, and breath in Malang. We have The Best Supporter in this country and i proud to be one of them. Do I like football? i don`t think so, sometimes i still confuse bout the rules and the player but the most important thing is I LIKE being AREMANITA.....that`s all....no comment!

My Little lovely peaceful Hometown



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MALANG ailafyuuhhhhhhhhhhh.....................!!!!!!!!