WE ARE MOVING...



Foto sejenak ama temen2 kantor, ada jepang dudul juga tuh tiduran di bawah....
Me? the one in the white circle.....hmmm....sometime i miss my old office...

Urayamashii desu ne....

AREMANIA-AREMANITA





Why AREMANITA? (AREMANIA cewek-red).....all because i live, grow, and breath in Malang. We have The Best Supporter in this country and i proud to be one of them. Do I like football? i don`t think so, sometimes i still confuse bout the rules and the player but the most important thing is I LIKE being AREMANITA.....that`s all....no comment!

My Little lovely peaceful Hometown



LETAK GEOGRAFIS


Ketinggian : 399 - 662,5 m. dpl.
Koordinat : 112,34'09" - 11,41'34" BT
7,54'52", 22 - 8,03'05", 11 LS
Kelembaban : Sejuk, kering ; 72 %
Suhu : 23 - 25 derajat Celcius
Curah Hujan : 1.833 mm per tahun
Batas Wilayah
Utara : Kabupaten Pasuruan
Timur : Kabupaten Lumajang
Selatan : Kabupaten Malang
Barat : Kota Batu


MALANG ailafyuuhhhhhhhhhhh.....................!!!!!!!!

16:31:09
21-04-2004
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"Dek lg ngapain neh, trnyt aq brgktnya ke makasar sekarang, ada perubahan jadwal"
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comment : Very high mobility of life....some people could do it but some couldn`t. How does it feels? easy come...easy go...hhhh.....

21:17:50
21-04-2004
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"Wah kayaknya ga bisa malam ini, jadi besok pagi"
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comment : See? what i told you!
--end of conversation--

Sore tadi dengerin HARDROCK FM- Drive and Jive ternyata ngomongin masalah weblog, dan sepertinya komunitas blogger di indonesia bakal menjamur...yeah paling enggak komunitas para blogger nggak cuma ada di kota2 tertentu ajah tapi tersebar di seluruh Indonesia (i hope)...hopefully...

Try to load some fav pics....

Nyoba pake Wbloggar ternyata enak juga yah, di jaman yg serba instant bikin weblog pun instant juga! mayan lah buat newbie like me....thanks to vivin who teach me this new `game`....
Hang out with Vivin for 2 days, like usually we share and share and share about life and love....almost quarter of a century but i think i don`t get anything yet, have to learn from another, make some experience, try to solve my own problem....seperti kata iklan "TUA itu pasti, tapi DEWASA itu pilihan" setujuuuuu banggettttt.......

"I Feared Life Until I Experienced it`s Beauty"

eh..eh...hari jumat kemaren dapat panggilan lagi dr indosat, well...antara percaya ga percaya gitu deh (kyk reality show ajah)

*private number* on my mobile (where`s the love-BEP ringtone)
someone : "Selamat siang...dengan Suci?"
me : "ya betul, dari mana?"
someone : "Indosat Mega Media, hari jumat tgl 16 besok ada interview jam 08:00 di kantor Indosat jalan kayun lt. 4"
me : " saya bicara dengan ibu siapa?"
someone " Rini"
me : " Ok, terima kasih Ibu Rini"
*click*

Friday 16 april 2004 07:00 sharp arrived at Indosat`s office
08:15 Receptionist said "Silahkan ke lantai 3"
08:17 Meeting Room at 3rd floor
Ibu Rini (yg ternyata HRD dr Indosat-jkt) give us some explanation, she told us that she need 2 person for ACCOUNT EXECUTIVE position. Job description for Account executive are...bla...bla...bla
HAH??? account executive is similar with marketing?? fiuh....it`s so not ME!!! but at least i have to try the interview
08:30 "Suci, silahkan ke lantai 4 bertemu dengan Bpk. Cahyo"
08:35 ...........
08:40 ...........
08:45 ...........
09:00 "I`ll call you next week for the result" Mrs (or Ms?) Rini said to me.....well such a nice person, that what HRD staff should behave, i give her my thumb, both thumbs

waiting and waiting......God....when do i get another job? please.....give me ONE BETTER JOB.....

Yay....have a new nick name SUCI PUCHY...how cute....Asbjorn-the norwegian guy i told before- give me that name, don`t know where he gets from maybe it just easy to say like tiny winy, tutty fruty, hunny bunny...hmmm...just enjoy your very long holiday bro! hope u like indonesia. Asbjorn and Vivin go to Jogja while i`m here in my damn office...hiks...hiks...yeah u right bro, i sit here in my office and sad cause i don`t join u both go to Jogja (i miss jogja so much)
Well there`s still another time to have some vacation anyway.....be patient please...

Today`s report : Accompany Vivin meet her `elskling` (vivin`s word and i`m not really sure what does it mean)... he`s nice, talkative, funny norwegian guy.
Arrived at the airport at 9:30 am
Looking for the International Arrival
Gosh..it`s totally crowded there...looks like a bus terminal not an airport
We go to the Hotel
Have a lunch..mm..yummy..hotplate!
I like for being a guide in one day (or maybe just a half day) hihihihi....not a good one but i wish sometime i `ll be a good guide

Honestly i can feel it Vin... i can feel what your problem with `M*M` and `D*D`. If i were you maybe i do the same. Sometime it needs to show them that we are really a WOMAN not a GIRL anymore. As long as we know what we should and should not do, it`s not a big deal right? The main case is how to make them BELIEVE us, the way to put a TRUST on us..yeah it`s even more difficult than many final project we ever did...just keep fight for your right!! i`ll support you totally!! My mom also!! (if it helps) ;)

I Feared Rejection Until I Learned To Have Faith In Myself

1-4 of May i`m gonnal have a looong weekend....wondering which places i have to visit to spend that holiday...it still April anyway...yeah save your money so you can decided which place you will go, uik! alright...alright i know it!

Listening to DJ FM while my spare time in the middle of "busy day".... the DJ said "Which part of you that you proud of" ..kinda difficult quote isn`t it? what part of me? hmmm..let me think....me is : not sexy but proportional, not clever but smart, not rich but can enjoy anything, not beautiful but pretty, chubby cheek? yeah i like being MYSELF whoever i am....so ..how `bout your`s?

I FEARED BEING ALONE UNTIL I LEARNED TO LIKE MYSELF

Today`s weather : Rainy...hard rain...
just like what i feel...i`m so blue...deep blue...wondering of God playing, cuman..yah...ga bisa apa2 selain berdoa dan berdoa...wishing for the best for my future that`s all!
aku sendiri juga ga tau apa yang menuhin OTAK ini `til the tears drop by...hey suci` nangis? gpp kan? wajar kan? emg knp klo suci` nangis? it`s not the end of the world anyway...maybe i have to learn more how to be a wise human

I FEARED PAIN UNTIL I LEARNED THAT IT`S NECESSARY FOR GROWTH

Surabaya...Malang...Jakarta...Bandung...Jogja...Solo...Malang..back to Surabaya again....IN JUST 3 DAYS!!!
What a great health i ever had....tapi sumpah baru sekarang kerasa capeknya....

Sometimes i just wondering what kind of life that some busy people get with that life style, mobile life, nomaden...one side maybe it seems fun `cause u can go around the world or even around the universe but on the other side can u imagine how`s the family they leaved? how if the son didn`t recognize his Mom/Dad? how`s their future? it might be just an `ignored` problem but i think it`ll become a serious one....yeah it`s just my opinion anyway...

March 2, 2004
12:01:37 am

Father sent me a message :
Uik, Indosat just called and ask you to do the medical check at ***** Jl. Dharmawangsa tomorrow 07:00 in the morning, just prepare for it will ya!

what is it? should i happy? i don`t know...i just don`t know...just let it flow like a river..GOD give me a CLUE, please.....

Operator : Indosat Selamat Sore
Me : Sore...Pak mau tanya hasil tes interview kemarin
Operator : atas nama sapa mbak?
Me : Suci
Operator : Hmmm....nggak ada tuh
Me : Ooo...nggak ada yah...makasih pak..sore...
*click*

feels like an a**hole...no comment...just lay my body on the bed...fiuh....S**T!! my name is not in the list!!
Positive side : Ada `sesuatu` yang direncanakan oleh-Nya dan aku yakin pasti yang terbaik buatku
but still there`s an `aargghhh` deep inside...WHY ME??? OUGH! cry? nope...i won`t....take a deep breath...release...Ambil hikmahnya (like my mom said to me) ok... i will, mom!
Buat Sinyo : Keep goin, gal! u did it! just one step again and the world will smile to you...
Buat Dhenok : he he he we`ll fighting again yah! dun worry babez...everything`s gonna be allright! There must be `something` hidden and what we have do is seek and find out what it is, k? cheers
hhhh...ready to find another opportunity or what? tomorrow i`ll start it! wish me luck! Will ya!

I feared failure until i realized that i only fail when i don`t try

"Well..Tell me about yourself, please..." kalimat pertama yg lumayan bikin deg2 an, gimana ga deg2 an dah lamaaaa banget ga ngobrol in english...makes me nerve u know! interview with the `HRD` vampire...believe it or not, he jokes me for the whole 30 minutes conversation, should i happy, sad or what??
yeah..3rd recruitment test of P.T Indosat- sby (i give all of my hope for this)...liat ntar jam 10 pengumumannya...semoga aja dah!
Kadang menjadi orang yang idealis itu perlu banget! i used to have some purpose to make my life go-go in this 2004, one of my resolution is find a better job with better sallary and `click` with my educational background..well...sounds so idealism right? tapi aku pikir sah2 aja kok masing2 orang punya kemauan dan harapan asal dia bisa mempertanggungjawabkan dan ada usaha untuk mencapainya
yeah...for the better future,deal?
btw wanna change my template with some cute tartan style...need more guidance....H E L P ! ! !

Hhhh....lot of work to do tonight and it`s rainy out there..totally hard rain i think, sepertinya orang-orang tidak rela mendengar keinginanku untuk tidur bersama bantal, guling dan selimut kesayangan diatas tempat tidurku yang empuk, huh! jadinya..yah...banyak banget kerjaan yak! okay let`s start it now...

Hhmm...it's looong time not crumble with my blog! almost a year! holy cow@$!?? wazz up with me, anyway??? saya berjanji
1. will go seriously with anything from now on!
2. Kalo enggak dilakuin liat janji point 1!!
Wahai sahabat2 ku ingetin dong.....i intent to fix anything to do with me better and better, GOD help me please....

Abis hair spa rasanya enteng banget, i think i will do it routinely...
btw thanks to Vivin for teaching me for this new stuff..thanks a lot Vin!! u r my best!! hei..i mean it!!

abis atit neh....kesian kan.....you know what? the doctor said that i`m STRESS!!! jadi sekarang dalam rangka penyembuhan...aku pikir-pikir apa dokternya nggak salah tuh, perasaan aku nggak stress-stress amir, ini juga masih bisa haha hihi....cuman kadang kalo malam nangis sendiri hiks hiks hiks...so what?
Setiap orang hidup pasti punya masalah dan masalah itu adalah media untuk menjadi dewasa sehingga kita tahu apa sebenarnya arti hidup ini (ceile....abis sakit kok jadi sok tau gini yah!)...WAKKK...it`s time to take a rest....good night my bunny...semoga besok lebih sehat...

eh Happy white day yah....

baru pertama kali tau blog stuff...ini juga taunya dari vivien (one of my best friend)......busettttttt kemana aja aku selama ini????? tapi syusyah juga yah....maklum deh kan newbie, butuh bimbingan dari para sesepuh....TOLONGIN DONG VIEN.......!!!!!!